The loss of my father by murder that was committed by the man that I love had driven me to the most extreme edges of complete and total insanity. I made a fool of myself in the presence of others and I am now quite embarrassed by my actions, even though I had no control over them. I drowned. It is simply that. My insanity had taken over my entire being and drowning was one of the things that I had absolutely no control over. The mind is a powerful thing that I still have not figured out. I never would have chosen to die if delirium had not controlled my body like it did.Friday, October 30, 2009
Insanity drowned me
The loss of my father by murder that was committed by the man that I love had driven me to the most extreme edges of complete and total insanity. I made a fool of myself in the presence of others and I am now quite embarrassed by my actions, even though I had no control over them. I drowned. It is simply that. My insanity had taken over my entire being and drowning was one of the things that I had absolutely no control over. The mind is a powerful thing that I still have not figured out. I never would have chosen to die if delirium had not controlled my body like it did.
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Dear Ophelia, I know that Hamlet will miss you greatly. Do not be fooled by his act of insanity. He killed your father, yes, but I know him well, and I know that it was not intentional. You will be missed!
ReplyDeleteHoney, I will still be there is spirit. I will be watching you all! <33
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